Fuck (18PL)

“What the fuck do you want?”

That is what I threw to Hayden this morning. Hayden has been driving me mad in this couple of days, he keeps screaming in the middle of the night like a wolf-dog. I was awakened by his screaming every night recently. Abbie nurses him, I change diaper for him, we do everything we can for him, but that does not help to stop him at all. I am getting impatient with him.

After I threw the above question to him, immediately he stopped screaming. I am guessing Hayden probably understands the word “fuck”. He knows his daddy is no easy dude, he knows he has everything to lose for driving his daddy mad. He is smart enough to read his daddy’s gesture, and he knows it is not going to help if he continues to annoy his daddy.

Finally, I got to calm him down on my shoulder. My shoulder is still the best for him.